I spent six hours today working toward what ended up being 2 hours of actual solid writing. Writing a SPEC screenplay – for whatever that is worth at this moment.
I am sure I have ADD. Or maybe I just want the excuse. Right now — I just need to say, I hate Autism. I hate what it has done to my son. I hate what it has done to our family.
I hate that I have nowhere to turn for help. There is nothing anyone can say. Nothing anyone can do. One more sympathetic look from outsiders just doesn’t cut it.
An outsider is anyone who is not part of this family — including my betrothed. This long distance marriage is just… not.
Not even beer, not wine.
And to top it off — WORDPRESS has started to include these STINKING ADS ( see below). Ridiculous. I may have to join BLOGGER instead.